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偶然發現了一幅香港2018年的鐵路地圖，想到還要十多年，香港的鐵路網絡才能這樣完善，是否遲了一點呢? 然後又擔心，接著的十多年有五、六條?路要興建，那麼香港是否就會一直這樣四處都是地盤工程? 不過也不太壞吧，至少有一班工人不會失業呢!

哈! 想太多了。不如想，2018 年的時候，我會怎樣呢? 那時我會是34 歲，不再年輕了，但又未至於叫老，會是怎樣的生活呢? 大概忙於工作事業吧! 比現在更肥腫，還是沒了baby fat 後終於可穿那些沒有分size 的衣服? 應該有能力搬出來自己住，還是已經結婚了呢? 我不會生小孩吧! 養小孩要花不少錢，到時我會有錢嗎? 還是如常地入不敷支? 教會會變成怎樣呢? 我們同輩的都結婚了嗎? 我們會是接二連三的輪著結婚，然後生小孩? 不，我不會生的! 那麼我便會偶然抱抱別人的孩子，玩弄一下，然後照樣跟自己說，照顧孩子太辛苦了，還是沒有孩子來得輕鬆自在。現在的叔叔姨姨到那時候都退休了吧，那麼，34歲的我會被叫做姨姨嗎? 唉唷! 不要喇! 太老了!會是教會中最惡的姨姨吧? 我還是會司琴吧! 會彈琴的姨姨，即使多惡，還是會有小朋友走過來的，哈哈! 教會到時會有很多人嗎? 大家都會很熱心嗎? 不曉得我們誰會當上執事，誰會負責敬拜、宣教、兒童、青少年等事工，也許還有誰會當了教牧呢! 嘻，夠了，發完夢，該繼續做功課

Posted by selina at 8:43 PM | 0 comments    

In a moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly, open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try.
Cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try.
Cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

And when you're down and feel alone,
And want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else.

In a moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of yesterday.

Fly, open up the part of you that wants to hide away.
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try,
Start to fly.
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

In a moment, everything can change.

Posted by selina at 8:51 PM | 0 comments    

(曲、詞：文雅言)

等　獨個走在黑暗
未　期望安慰聲音
如今　剩低我一個人
日盼夜盼　甜夢變真

等　越去等越灰心
問　誰在暗地?在阻礙發生
是天意弄人
還是我太在乎
才那麼不甘心

等　未理肯或不肯
問　難道終此一生不用著緊
順天意地行
閉起雙眼信任
才會掌握教訓

＊由希冀等到失意直至絕望中鬥爭
　由春季等到秋去冬至霜雪鋪滿心
　越去等越發現靠自己什麼也沒可能
　但為何交托後仍未放心(是要等)
　求給我點信心
　求別忘掉憐憫
　漫天星晨
　陪我學習　放心

Posted by selina at 10:25 PM | 0 comments    

很討厭虛假，但原來自己很怕面對自己真實的一面......
漸不喜歡跟很多人一起，還是獨處來得更有安全感......

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